Once the fathers of the Sourian monastery wanted to ensure the wellbeing of Fr. Faltaous, especially because no one ever saw him, and they were worried about him living alone in such a desolate part of the monastery. They knew how difficult it must be to live in that daunting area, especially because they knew the extent of the fierceness and ruthlessness of the devils and their wiles – against any monk who longs to lead a solitary life dedicated to God. Hence because the monks wanted to ensure that he was doing well, and they wanted to see him, they decided not to set any fruits or vegetables aside for him (along with the salt, bread, seeds, and beans), so that he is forced to emerge from his cell. This way when the monks see him they will know that he is alive and well. Being denied any fruits or vegetables caused Fr. Faltaous to experience severe constipation, and his bowel movements became were very painful.
One day, his stomach was in pain, to the point where he felt very sorry for himself and he began to cry. He emerged from his cell and he headed straight to one of the churches in the Sourian Monastery and he stood over the altar and cried. He cried until the altar was drenched with his tears. He was praying to God and expressing all that he was suffering from; he asked God to sustain him and to help him. As he was praying, a very luminous angel appeared to him, and he began to strengthen and console him. The angel told Fr. Faltaous that every single tribulation he experiences throughout his path of struggles and perseverance has a reward from God, for He does not forget a cup of water. “And whoever gives one of these little ones only a cup of cold water in the name of a disciple, assuredly, I say to you, he shall by no means lose his reward.” (Matthew 10:42) Afterwards, the angel left him in a state of joy, and Fr. Faltaous left the church feeling new – as if he could jump for joy.
After he walked out of the church, he saw a small garden in front of the church, which had some leafy green vegetables planted in it, and they looked somewhat like peppermint. Fr. Faltaous could not believe his eyes, nevertheless, he came closer to the garden and he ate from the greens. They tasted wonderful, and he thanked God and glorified Him for His great gifts. He then took some of those greens back with him to his cell so that he could save them for another time.
Ref: The star of the Sheheet Desert – Fr Faltaous El Sorianny – His life and miracles (Part 1), p. 19 (pdf index)
Many other good articles and teachings can be found here below relevant to the concept of the “necessity of enduring tribulations on earth”, which God allows upon us out of His love for us, in order to purify us for eternity; unite our souls to Him; free us from the love of earthly delights, dreams and aspirations; and aid us to obtain heavenly treasures – just as the martyrs did by enduring their own sufferings and tortures.
> The deeper the sorrow, the closer is God
> How to bear sorrows
> Health, sickness and closeness to God
> Why doesn’t God heal all the sick?
> Why don’t miracles happen to everybody?
> The life and trials of St Luke of Crimea
> Search intelligently through the search engine on pravmir.com and orthochristian.com for relevant articles
> The books of Mother Erene. I’ve posted some extracts on this website, find them here.
> Probably all detailed and well-written accounts of lives of the saints e.g. the life of Fr Mina Aboud Sharobeem by Anthony Marcos, the life of Mother Anastasia – a model of enduring pain, the life of tant samira, etc.
The Art of Orthodoxy 